I tried everything to save my father's estate. For months, I pushed through declining health, family pressure, and legal stonewalls—only to be blamed when it all fell apart. But during the Moon of Purification, I realized something: I'd been carrying burdens that were never mine. Not just my father's unfiled paperwork, but his patterns of overwork, the eldest daughter expectations, and the belief that if I just tried hard enough, I could fix everything. Four years after his death, I'm finally ready to let it go. Read about what I'm releasing and what wisdom I'm keeping.

My father always promised we'd be "set for life" when he died. The reality? $23,000 and a house that became a symbol of everything he tried to give me but couldn't. As I scrubbed baseboards in wrist braces, I realized Park House wasn't just leaking from the roof—it was bleeding out the truth about inherited patterns of overwork and the American Dream we're sold. This is my story of recognizing how I became my father's daughter in ways I never intended, and my quest to finally break the cycle.

I'm wearing dual-wrist braces, a knee brace, and using my cane again—all within a week. As I prepare to let go of Park House, the physical purification of cleaning is revealing what needs cleansing within: beliefs about productivity over presence, about proving I'm "enough," about pushing through instead of pacing with wisdom. The Moon of Purification is asking me what I'm holding onto, and the answer goes deeper than I expected. Some of these impossible standards weren't just absorbed from society—some were inherited directly, along with the money that bought this house.

This week's Monday Morning Vibe Check brings three powerful messages from the Angels and Ancestors deck: the High Priest encouraging us to intend and create, the Stag reminding us to trust and thrive, and the Sun inviting us to enjoy success and happiness. If you've been resisting your dreams or doubting your path, this reading offers permission to keep going—even when things feel messy or uncertain. I share guidance for trusting your soul-aligned vision and creating from authentic joy, plus updates on upcoming events and personal projects. Whether you're navigating big life transitions or simply seeking weekly spiritual guidance, this vibe check offers encouragement to define success by your own rules.

I've been going through so many life changes lately that I've been overwhelmed. My fibromyalgia has flared from the physical effort of moving furniture and preparing Park House—my first owned home—to sell. But as I scrub and paint, guided by the Moon of Purification and the medicine of wild thyme, I'm realizing this isn't just about cleaning cobwebs. It's about purifying my spirit of the weight I'm carrying unnecessarily. Join me for part 1 of this 6-part series as I explore what it means to truly let go.

Standing at the intersection of autumn's arrival and personal transformation, I find myself both cleaning out a home and clearing space for what's next. This poem, "Transition," emerged from my archives at precisely the right moment—a reminder that nature understands what we're living through. The crisp air whispers of endings and beginnings, of letting go and welcoming in.

Watch the 10/10 Portal Voice of Love transmission replay - a guided meditation and light language healing experience for forgiveness, self-love, and spiritual awakening. Learn how to expand your capacity for unconditional love, work with forgiveness as a healing tool, and connect with the Pharaoh's archetype energy. Includes oracle card readings (Anunnaki Light Codes, Divine Matrix, Pleiadean Activation, Lemurian Seed Codes) and practical techniques for elevating consciousness. Perfect for empaths, spiritual seekers, and anyone wanting to cultivate more love and compassion. Free livestream replay available from trauma professional turned transformational mentor, Reiki master, and intuitive channel Safrianna Lughna.

I'm honored to introduce you to Dr. Melissa Bird—descendant of the Shivwits Band of Paiutes, nationally recognized lay preacher, and grassroots congressional candidate for Oregon's 4th District.

In this interview, we talk about her campaign, her vision for rural healthcare and economic development, her innovative policy ideas for veteran families, and how her spiritual practice informs her political work. Plus, learn about our upcoming collaborative events including our 8 Days of Revolutionary Awakening and year-long Wheel of the Year ritual series.

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"Shit, what's happening? Oh my god. You're already weird enough. Please don't do this." That's what my ego screamed the first time light language came through during a live channeling. I did it anyway. Here's the story of how speaking in tongues became part of my healing work, what the Voice of Love is, and why I'm sharing a free transmission on the 10/10 Portal.

The Full Moon in Aries brought everything—fiery transformation, bold energy, and a cosmic spotlight on what needs to burn away. During this super moon ceremony, we cleared stuck energy, connected with fire elementals, and called in our most passionate desires. The Aries energy is still here through late Tuesday evening, and the fire meditation is timeless. Ready to tend your inner flame and step into bigger, bolder energy? Watch the full replay and discover what you're ready to release and claim.

We're in the middle of yet another topsy-turvy, unprecedented time, and this week's energy is calling us to reconnect—with the earth beneath our feet, the universe above, and the changes unfolding within. In this Monday Morning Vibe Check, I pulled three powerful cards that remind us we don't have to make things harder than they already are. Discover how Gaia's energy, the crown chakra's transmutation power, and the frequency of change can support you through whatever you're navigating right now. Plus, details on upcoming free events including a Voice of Love transmission and our Between the Veils experience.

I have a complex relationship with the archetype of Arianrhod—for reasons it would take an astronomical amount of explanation to get into. She's been around in my life for many years now, and her presence came with some fantastic synchronicities.

In one of my first journeys where I met her, I found myself in a grand library somewhere within her great tower. Even as a person with moderate aphantasia, I had this storybook picture painted in words: the moon above her tower, the silver Wheel of the Year carved into the front. When I searched online afterward, I found another woman who had experienced the exact same vision. This was my introduction to the magic of collective consciousness and shared spiritual symbolism—and to a goddess who would change my life.

"This stardust, specks, cells, atoms, make the matter of the Universe. It will exist for Eternity."

What if our greatest strength isn't our ability to dominate nature, but our capacity to recognize we're simply part of it? In this reflective piece, poet Safrianna Lughna explores humanity's fragile mortality, our wounded relationship with individuality, and the profound beauty of remembering we're all made of the same cosmic material. A timely meditation on humility, equality, and returning to harmony with the Infinite—whatever you choose to call it.

Five months of tending the garden taught me more about life's cycles than I expected. From May's hopeful beginnings to September's harvest and decay, here's what grew—in the soil and in my soul—teaching me about resilience, presence, and the cycles of life, death, and rebirth happening both in the soil and within myself. Come walk through five months of growth, struggle, abundance, and what it means to tend the land as a spiritual practice.

Time this year has seemed to go by more rapidly than ever before. As we build up to Samhain, the last harvest holiday, the veil grows thin and we're all feeling called to go deeper. I pulled two oracle cards for October's energy: Soul Time invites us to access all experiences our soul has been through across all points in time, while Compassion calls us to do the healing work within so we can step into greater compassion in the world. Join me in honoring the cycles of life, death, and rebirth that exist within you this season.